charismalollies

Title: Mad (Forever and Ever)
Author: myownoddworld
Rating: PGish
Pairings: Marshall/Singer and a bit of Johnson/Ian
Summary: Marshall and Singer had a big fight, both of them are not speaking to eachother but they both miss each other severly. Johnson decides to try and bring them together at his New Year's party by listening to an old cassette tape that all of them had recorded when they were younger.
Disclaimer: No, sadly i don't own anything in this story. Mores the pity
Beta: hippiemoose
Authors Note: I would like to thank my friend Jonnie for again, going through my fic and correcting all my bad grammar. I'm pretty sure one day i'm going to wake up to see you with a knife in one hand and a grammar book in the other with a maniac gleem in your eyes. Till then, you're just going to have to go with the flow House.

 

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Title: Hold Me When I Go to Sleep at Night
Author: myownoddworld
Pairings: Marshall / Joey
Summary: Marshall is sent over to Joey's to take care of the new bassist because he's sick. Everyone else is off somewhere or on a date. Some where between rubbing his back while Joey's puking and singing him to sleep, Marshall falls in love.
Rating: PG?
Disclaimer: don't own any of it, though it'd be awesome if i did.
Beta: hippiemoose

first one guys (well technically not but w/e) hope u enjoy it! ^^

 

( Oh hold me forever in your arms... )

Best Things Come Through Pain

Shaking hands run through my hair,
How did i think i'd be ok?
Without you my world is cold,
Dark, grey, and empty.

Your voice's kept me together,
When i thought i'd go insane.
You were my savior,
The ones that kept me afloat.

Now your gone, split in half.
Never the same.
I grieve, for we lost so much,
It will never be replaced.

Lets clasp hands and pull together,
We can get through this.
It hurts, god i know it hurts,
But the best things come through pain.

And maybe, just maybe,
What we lost,
Will become so much greater,
Then either you and I could ever be.

She Said Yes

Take my hand,
I'll lead you away and keep you safe.
Baby don't let go, but if you do,
Come back to me.

We weren't meant to be alone,
I need you in order to breathe.
You're my life line to staying sane,
You'll never know how much i love you.

Lets change this place,
Lets burn up this place with our heat.
Don't take your eyes off of me,
Cause mine won't be leaving yours.

Lets keep this mood for the night,
Maybe when its over you'll come with me.
Jump in my car, and drive.
Never looking back.

I'll be yours if you'll be mine,
My heart will always be yours.
No matter how far apart we are,
Together, forever.

You were always my destiny,
No matter how hard i tried to fight it.
I fell so hard, your my addiction,
My antidote all wrapped in one.

Love me for who I am,
Come with me and we'll leave this place.
All you did was take my hand and smile at me,
and she said yes.

Loneliness Becomes Me

Mist curls down from the mountain tops,
No bird cries echoe in the hills.
This place is empty, silent, still.
Void of all signs of life.

The Earth cries for its children,
Its tears drenching the ground.
The viens in the ground swelling,
Growing in size with each drop.

A road, black and hard.
Smooth, but lonely.
Crawling forward with each desperate inch,
Stretching on in the pale moonlight.

I stand there, alone in the rain.
On that lonely road that stretches on,
My face turned toward the sky,
Its drops hide my tears.

Watery Grave

Dark water laps the shores,
Moans and cries ring out.
It hurts, to feel,
So much pain and suffering lately.

They tried to fight,
An army of undead is hard to kill.
Light glinting off silver harpoons,
The moon rose high in the sky.

The ship moved closer,
Bringing death and despair in its wake.
In the light of day you see beauty,
At night you see its true nature.

Hurry, hide her away.
The gut renching screams of rage fill the night.
Crumpling to the ground to cover ears,
Blood trickles out of them.

Victory is hollow,
Nothing can fill the void she made.
She took the thing I loved most,
So i gave the bitch a watery grave.

I Owe You For That

Words can't describe it,
The panic i feel inside.
I'm so confused, and scared.
Isn't that the way?
When something new comes in your life?

The unknown,
It scares me, i just have to know.
A life change,
Things i once loved i can no longer do.
I'm so scared.

But i've got friends, family.
People i love surrounding me with strength.
I know i can lean on them,
They'll be there for me.

Wish me luck,
I'll get through this.
Even if its new,
And way scary.

Cause i got people,
And i love them.
They'll be there for me,
When i need them the most,
and when i just need to talk.

They'll wipe away my tears,
And they'll make me smile.
Thanks to you guys,
I feel like i can do this.
And i owe you for that.

This is me

I run through fields of lolly pops,
and all the pretty flavors waved.
Where bunnies drink tea with Jesus,
That is where my mind lays.

I lost it somewhere,
Between riding llama's and candy mountain.
My friends call me a loser,
But thats ok.

I go by wierdfreakshow and myownoddworld,
the latest of course is charismalollies.
My mind is a wonderland,
Full of magical forests and talking crayons.

Where a penguin falls in love with a dolphin,
And a man meets a tick tack chewing God.
Where its possible for emo rainbows,
and you do find the pot of gold.

This is me, as i am.
As i will be, and choose to live.
If you can't take it....
Then get the fuck off my journal nitwit.

lol ok so i'm a loser....hmm so i decided to just randomly post something here....just so i can say i posted something here...give me a break ok?

aren't my stars cute?